12:26 p.m. - October 07, 2019
i don't feel so bad for myself about it but i do for anna and the boys. we haven't seen them in a long while.
but money isn't everything. besides if we did have the money we used to, we'd just waste it on accumulating things and expensive meals.
for instance this typwriter keeps missing letters that i know i for sure typed. i wish i had a macbook again.
what i want most is for me anna, john and anthony to be happy
and the dog